Sunday hang out!!
Streamed live on Sep 1, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2mwkcckjcY

turning down just a little bit baby
hi hello hello you guys welcome welcome
welcome hey glad to see you guys joining
I was well I'm not bored but I was
missing you guys mm-hmm
hey Jodi a Jensen Amy the hurricane is
heading my way so I can't watch your
videos for oh no Jensen I'm so sorry how
is the weather over there right now
what's going on hey Cindy hey Lauri if I
didn't say hello to you say hello again
so I can see I just got back from
Walmart was a long night last night I
shall share with you guys here in a
minute
it's raining right now how's the winds
hi Christina welcome it wasn't sure if
today would have been a good day to go
live because I know people are getting
ready for the holiday but I just miss
you guys it was supposed to pass us but
it is still moving west to Florida oh
well you are definitely in my thoughts
and prayers and there's a lot of people
well not a lot of people but there are
some people that I know that live there
and it's got to be so scary you know
hurricanes are Mother Nature you can't
control it so it's at a category-5 with
180ml oh my gosh do you live in a house
an apartment
Cindy smushed that Oh Thank You Cindy
hey Maya welcome
so past Palm Beach you're in a house so
are you gonna board up the windows I
heard that it was supposed to hit
landfall on tomorrow so is that like
still what's going on or how do they I
mean like how do they determine what its
gonna actually hit you or you just they
really don't and we have boarded up Wow
wow that is so scary so scary have you
ever been in a tornado God have you ever
been in a hurricane before oh wow it is
well within my soul you are - Oh
Kristina thank you so now what's that
where's the difference between it is
well and Jensen like are you guys close
to each other on different sides I mean
here if we get 60 mile-per-hour winds
we're like freaking out so no it's
coming to us on Tuesday morning and they
notice where the hurricane is because
they have airplanes there oh okay yeah I
guess that would make sense
wow I am so sorry you guys I just
I pray everything is okay I am on the
west coast and he's on the oh I'm on the
West he's on the east I won't have any
problem oh that's good that's good
hi ash Amy I thought on the air chill
hey Amy thoughts on the air trolling and
Romita and Romita hey Amy thoughts on
that Oh ALR I was like on the air Oh
like I'm not sure honestly I had a big
fiasco happen yesterday and I have not
actually watched much YouTube yesterday
or today last night I decided to give
myself second-degree burns
and so I was tending to my wounds I
was in a lot of pain yesterday and I'm
on high meds today on pain meds so I'm
feeling okay but I don't even I don't
even know what's going on the last thing
I heard was that she was quitting
YouTube but I don't know someone is
trolling amberlynn Reid how did you do
that
so last night well yesterday afternoon I
have been in about a hundred hurricanes
but this is the wildest one but Wow
Jenson well again I am definitely
praying for you guys if you can email me
I know it will be hard for a while
because you won't have hey mama you
won't have probably internet connection
for a while but if you could email me
and keep me updated then I can keep
everybody else updated because I I i
couldn't imagine i really couldn't
imagine do you have family that lives
there zat just you hey Debbie so yeah
what happened was is I was making so oli
worked yesterday and so I was doing my
normal Salam alaykom Linda I was doing
my normal gonna do my dinner routine as
I have been and I was making yeah I had
my mom and dad okay well I am keeping
you guys all in my thoughts and prayers
and just please keep me updated this is
no joke and I know wait am i blocked
you're not blocked off ash I can put my
email that's easier yeah that's fine if
you feel comfortable I don't know um I
don't know how to I guess I could
screenshot it and then he erase it so go
ahead and I'll screenshot it on I think
I can screenshot it on my phone um sorry
I know some of you that's like what
happened so I was making the rice like
I've showed you guys before where where
you
mix it with the olive oil are all
vegetable oil sorry and when I after I
mixed it and got the oil you know pretty
sucked up into the rice I went over to
oh gentle I guess you could do that if
you wanted to you can message me on
Instagram go on my Instagram ash do you
remember what my do you remember what my
my Instagram is I don't remember my name
under it I am I go on there but I never
pay attention anyways I went over to the
tap water to add the water to the rice
and when I turned on the water I don't
know what happened but the like the
water inside the pan blew up and from
the pan on to me so it was like hot
scalding please pray for the people that
are in Florida and the possible
hurricane coming yes yes yes yes I was
just talking to a couple people Thank
You ash I was just talking to a couple
people on here that are in the middle of
getting prepared for it
so yes my thoughts and prayers are
definitely in there thank you Jensen so
much I truly appreciate that yeah so
anyways so when I added the water to the
pan it just engulfed like I it wasn't a
flame but it was oil that came out of
the pan and it landed all over my
stomach and all over my hand cuz I was
holding the pan and that my hand
actually thank God I don't know how I
did not fry my hand worse than I did but
I don't know if you can see all under
here it's all burnt it went down inside
my nail bed and then I've got where's it
out I've got blisters here
I don't you guys can't really see it's
it's dark I've got blisters across my
fingers all the way up and then into my
thumb I've got a blister down here
some right I try not to touch it but I
went to Walmart and I got well so I
snapped a couple of people that I knew
immediately to ask like what do you do
because I was like in I was in shock
I just blood scroll screamed like I
didn't know what else to do I threw the
pan when I threw the pan that's when the
stuff popped back up onto my stomach so
they my hand got it from when I added
the water to the pan but my stomach on
it from when I threw the pan and it
landed all onto my stomach and so my
stomach skin from the oil so what
happened was is when they got on it
landed on my shirt and my shirt was just
sitting there frying my skin well
Jeremiah jumped up off the couch and
ripped my shirt off of me because I
couldn't I couldn't move my hand like my
hand even now to just move my hand
because of my knuckles I don't know if
you guys can see if my knuckles are
blistered but when I move my like to do
this I can't do that and so Jeremiah
ripped my shirt off of me as I was blood
squirrel screaming and so we got that
off but it had sat on my stomach stomach
long enough that it just ate my skin off
of my my stomach I wish I could show you
guys that that that was a doozy
so actually hold on honey here let me
give it to you
so I snapped a couple of my friends and
was like what do i do what do I do I've
never burned myself like this and they
told me to you know put my hand in ice
some ice cold water and try and you know
keep wet packs on my stomach which I was
doing the best I could
I called Ollie because I didn't know
like I clearly had no clue what I
supposed to do do I go to the hospital
doing not my hand wasn't as bad as my
stomach now my stomach has huge blisters
all across my stomach like I mean the
the burn is probably two sizes of my
hand where
me and then there's blisters just all
over so one of my friends told me to go
to the store and just get some
antibiotic pain relief so I did that and
I got some pain meds to take my doctor
called in some pain meds because it was
just so bad it honest to god
I didn't sleep I didn't go to sleep
until five o'clock this morning it was
horrible and what happened what was the
worst part was Ollie who had worked so
he was two hours overtime last night he
was supposed to get off at 6:00 and this
happened well it happened at 7:00
because I was starting to prepare dinner
so it was like 7 o'clock I want to say
as close to 7:00 and he was right in the
middle of a deal and I text him and I
was like hey have you left work yet he
said no why and I said I burned myself
and so he called me and was like what's
going on so I told him and he's like oh
my god I'm coming home I'm like you know
at that point I didn't know because my
stomach was just on well my hand and my
my stomach were on fire but yeah so I
went to Walmart I'm hoping this I put
this all over my stomach I haven't put
it on my hand yet I was I need to put
some more actually on my hand but and it
also it like hey you can't see cuz my
camera it singed my fingertips like I
don't have fingertips right now where
you would like have your like your print
mm-hmm no I took it off so yeah I told
ollie then I say he's cooking we're
gonna have peanut and jelly sandwiches
he's like no you're not you can't you
know it's good things happen like this
I'm like I know not to me no no we tried
we fail no I'm not doing it again how
does the doctor call in meds when they
didn't see the patient it's against the
law socially painkillers um well because
I actually oh my god this hurts so bad
hold on hold on hold on I'm not dealing
with
right now um because I'm on a
pain-management already with my doctor
so and I I'm already I've already signed
documentation a while back that they can
he can prescribe me a certain amount
over the phone or not over the phone
over like he can call it in to the
pharmacy for a situation especially like
this and he did see him I sent pictures
to my email or to his for the back huh
I I'm on a portal where I can send
pictures to my doctor and that's what I
did that's how he knew it was a
second-degree burn with a doctor walk-in
clinic you have to go to the doctor
walk-in clinic fat burns worse than any
where my stomach a few years at times
and I had to have oh yeah um well they
didn't they didn't say I had to go so
man I'm I ain't going if I don't have to
I mean if I can get it squared away at
home then that's what I'm gonna do and
that's what I did and that's why I just
went ahead and got that stuff it's
supposed to help so now I just put it
all over my fingers asking for infection
is you haven't well see here's the thing
is I'm already on antibiotics I'm on a
daily antibiotic because of my UTIs that
I've been getting well I haven't had one
for quite a while but that's because
they've been treating me for like
constant I don't know how you would say
it like not it's not constant but where
I'm always having like a UTI and so my
ob/gyn or gyno I don't know what to call
him he prescribed me where I'm on a cave
flex pill 500 milligrams a day so I'm
already on an antibiotic
then he has me so I just
well hamster I just said because yeah
yeah I mean I I'll be okay it just it
hurts I mean you know and I don't deal
good with like fire and stuff already I
have a huge huge fear of like fire hot
like steam stuff I just I have a really
big fear of that and so already like
when that happened I just went into a
complete spat I like I flipped but it's
alright my hands okay it's it's sore but
it's okay I mean it's just it's mainly
here here my blister here these fingers
are okay these ones are fine and then it
got me probably can't see it here but it
did get me right here on the eye but it
is what it is anyway so yeah so to
answer a question from I don't know West
I haven't been watching you too much I
was on for a few seconds but I just
wasn't feeling good have you ever had a
kidney specialist do yeah well I haven't
had them do that for the UTIs I've had a
kidney as specialist because I was
having constant kidney stones and I had
to have them removed and then I also had
a kid liver stone so I did and I do have
a kidney doctor but they've never talked
to me about that oh my god
honestly chef I don't know like I
thought I was dying I thought I was
literally to hanging oh yeah and if it
gets worse of course I'm gonna go into
the doctors like I'm not gonna wait till
it gets infected or something I mean I'm
watching it but I'm also you know I I'm
not I there's no point in going to the
doctor they're gonna do the same thing
for me there's is that I already have
going
on here but it's okay I like the name
Tinkerbell - hints cute in fact my
cousin had a dog named Tinkerbell um but
I'm okay I mean life is it could be a
lot worse right so it was just a
Germanic moment and Omar was like ah
mommy are you okay did you get an owie
and then essa was like can I kiss you
mommy can I kiss your Ali's but again
they didn't know they just see me
screaming and I'm trying to keep it calm
but there was no keeping me calm I was I
was done for
haha it's like I hit a shock for a
moment and I didn't feel any pain for a
second and then it was like once I
figured out what I had just did in fact
the pan still sitting over there with
crap everywhere because I literally
threw it across my kitchen kids see this
way they - honey I just want to say that
you are one of my favorite YouTube Oh
Thank You Jay rule thank you that means
a lot to me yeah they were they were
quite upset and as for kept you know
checking on me I am happier children
weren't under tow uh yeah now that part
I told Ollie I was like my biggest thing
is thank God my kids were not in the
kitchen usually I try my absolute
hardest to not let them past my
countertops where I stand to cook just
because anything could happen you know I
mean like that it could happen at any
given time and you're not planning for
it so I try not to but sometimes they do
get in there so thank God that one of my
little ones weren't under me you know
Jeremiah is old enough and he would have
moved quickly I mean he's got fast
reaction just like when he seen me
freaking out he ripped my shirt off of
me my phone is dying glad to catch you
okay thank you for stopping in chef I am
so thankful that you were able to stop
in what happened to you hey Sarah so I
was just sharing with everybody that
last night I decided to cook dinner as I
have been
and I decided to add water to a pan that
had hot vegetable oil and rice in it and
it blew up in my hand like not legit
blew up but the stuff inside of it blew
up and came out of the pan and blistered
my hand in my stomach my stomach's like
I said the worst it's still I wish I
could show you guys I can't but I wish I
could it's it's gnarly it is gnarly but
all he came home right away and needless
to say we didn't have cooked dinner to
the bus I was like I'm done I am not
touching the stove we will have
sandwiches we will do something I am not
touching nothing Amy is not cooking ever
again he's like stop it he's like it's
okay
hey stop biting me too ow
Sebastian no so yeah but I went to
Walmart and got this it's actually
helping it's not as dry filling like I
feel like I can I mean I'm they're still
my fingers are still swollen
hey stop my fingers are still swollen
but I mean they're not as dry filling I
just this part I can't if I've been that
I feel like I'm gonna rip my skin I know
it's weird it is where Amy doesn't do
good with burns
I just don't oh yeah and it popped up
right there too
they are you know and I I don't remember
the last time I got a burn I really
don't but let me tell you I was a big
baby last night well I let I will be
honest with you I was a baby lies as I
can I was great my kids roll like look
at me like all right once I got my shirt
off I was uh I was back to being okay
but when I had my shirt on and it was
just sitting there frying my skin just
cooking it yeah that wasn't too good and
Maya I'm so thankful mine was standing
right next to me because he just like
went straight into Sun mode protective
mode and ripped that shirt off of me I
was like thank God we're standing there
but anyway so what is everybody up to I
know some are getting ready for the
hurricane what's the weather everywhere
else here it's like 82 it feels ok it's
a little bit weird outside like I don't
want to say it's like muggy out there
but it's kind of muggy but I just like I
said I just got back from Walmart so and
I turned my AC on this morning at the
house because I was just mm-hmm
no amy was not in the mood to be in a
hot house mm-hmm
200 in Texas ask well here I'm sitting
here saying yeah and I'm in my 80 I'm in
the 80s but hey funny farm
welcome yeah I'm so excited that it's
September 1st Oh
61 ok
61 yeah I like 61 what baby girl you're
over there
ok did you get close
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okay then take them over to the couch
Hey
welcome welcome welcome hey Sharon
welcome yeah I bet it is comfortable my
gosh i I just I'm 11
oh you are pretty uh what's that called
brave I couldn't tell you the last time
we have gone - honestly I don't think
I've ever taken my little ones into an
inside play place like that my favorite
season is fall I love fall I love when
it's that not dark dark season but it's
getting a little bit darker you get your
candles going well my fake candles cuz I
don't have real candles cuz again like I
said I don't like fire y-yeah you can
put one um as far as doing ah change
change outfits for the 500th time today
yeah because I love doing laundry hey
Susie welcome welcome I'm so happy you
found me live - I'm doing good I was
just missing everybody so I thought I
would jump on and talk to you guys for a
little bit and you just I miss y'all I
do I really really do how have you guys
been liking my cooking videos though be
honest can't tell you what I'm gonna be
doing another one but I'm just curious
to know like what have you guys been
enjoying and what are more things that
you guys are looking for that are
interesting in things for you guys you
know I'm enjoying the cooking videos I
enjoy them they're new to me as they are
to you because you know I mean like most
of you know I haven't cooked much at all
growing up and
I'm learning things that you can't do
like last night you know thank God I
wasn't on live or something when that
happened oh you guys would a whole see
me all under clothes and all I would
have ripped everything off on camera I
wouldn't GERD but I mean I'm enjoying it
and I want to get you know I want to get
to the point where I want to do multiple
things you know like hey welcome sis how
are you what it's been a long time no
see
how are the kiddos doing I want to do a
lot of different things you like food
halls okay I actually I was laying in
bed watching YouTube and when I saw you
live living room oh oh how sweet I'm
glad that you did I'm so happy that you
did just take your time Amy and you will
be a pro before you know it I know I
know I think you know I have such high
standards for myself like you know hold
on just a second let me help her get her
clothes on okay hold on this for cuz I
can't I can't move by hand very well
yeah because I have is equal use my
third take boy use oh you're sure
doesn't tickle me it's kind of hurting a
little bit
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well I'll have to get the band-aids in a
minute okay yeah Eureka okay here cuz I
can't okay you have to do that part
uh I want to do a lot better things and
the kills are great my son was has only
been in the US a week and is so now is
he permanently gonna be with you I mean
I don't mind I don't mean to ask you
know a private question if you don't
wanna answer on on life I'm okay
that's the only thing I have about I
can't comment or see comments in Reaper
oh wow Wow
how are you feeling I have been praying
for you and your family oh thank you
Susie um I'm doing pretty good I mean
considering last night my whole Burn
fiasco other than that I'm doing all
right
adjusting much better lately
you know I was telling Ollie the other
day and I don't know if it's just
something normal let's see um watch some
videos on basic cooking anytime you add
anything that water on it such as frozen
food oh yeah I have to learn that one oh
I'm so happy for you I bet you you just
feel complete canning tomatoes and
Canyon salsa brought myself to last
night going to can strawberry jam
tomorrow glad you're doing better always
oh my gosh Carol how did you burn
yourself Amy what's your plans this week
okay so
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okay
can you share with him so I was telling
Ollie that a couple well about a week
ago I was like you know I have like this
sense of like like the sense of sadness
almost and he was like what do you mean
I said
like I feel like I like like I feel like
I want to be happy but I feel like
there's something missing and you know
and I know some of it is just getting
back to reality of you know our family
you know our schedules and all the
things that you know we'd been going
through for the last couple months but
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you want cereal okay how do you ask been
working on the kids when they ask for
something they say may we have whatever
it is and then my reply is yes you may
so now they're saying may we have
whatever
yes you may like that's my part but yeah
like I just feel like I almost feel like
like I shouldn't be happy or something
like it's really a weird feeling and
he's like honey you shouldn't feel that
way and I said but I feel like since
everything kind of like hit the fan and
you know trying to figure things out and
figuring out our dynamic of where we're
at in life and what our plans are I just
feel like I shouldn't be happy in
general happiness honey go look on the
couch
it should be right there where you were
just sitting you need a bull yes
nope you need a bowl if you're gonna get
that um so anyway so I've been really
working on that like asking myself you
know why am i happy why am I said you
know why am i sad is there a reason why
and nine out of time I know that it's
just you know I'm having to learn
everything in a different mindset you
know as in white so uh where's your bull
out that you just had so you know I am
I'm getting better at it you know okay
there please go and play in Maya's room
with your toys and go have fun okay you
go do that
so anyways I'm doing better I am doing
better and I'm getting back to kind of
my normal you know my norm you know
Maya's getting ready to go back to
school next week I'm preparing for Omar
Ness for as preschool so that's gonna be
exciting cuz that's like something I
truly enjoy so hold on sorry I'm missing
missing Coleman's
no Reno may have I'm joking I swear if
you're sad what's called not achieving
your goals you set for yourself we are
Sims we thrive on fulfilling aspirations
not having adult to talk to during yeah
I agree with that funny farm the weird
weather may be inducing that season yeah
and it could this in case you don't know
if you have a kitchen fire with oil do
not put water on it to put it out use
baking soda water on oil just spreads
the fire oh that's a good idea har
that's a good thing huh you gonna
not to be sad you need to get out of the
house you're always home correct me if
I'm wrong
no like today we mean the kids went out
we were out for like four hours
my kids were excellent too that was a
good thing I do like to stay home but I
mean I do get out ha ha ha
for myself being stupid grabbing canning
rock with perks Oh Carol ouch I'm so
sorry
I am so sorry Laurie Cooper I even
bloody appointed that's good I'm glad
that you said that too I think that's in
the time of the when it happens like
yesterday for instance I threw the crap
I didn't even think more about I just
threw it do you do a come with us to the
park walk yeah and I could do that too
in fact I was funny you say that because
I was just thinking yesterday because we
normally we go to the skooled for the
park play it's just a nice place there's
you know benches and you know it's nice
and it's really quiet too cuz there's
not a lot of kids that come around there
but I finally was thinking last night
I'm gonna have to like Google a couple
of nice
parks around here that I can take Omar
Ness or two during the time that schools
in session because I want them to really
get some out time outside time even if
it's a little bit cold we'll put
sweaters on contact you so we can should
and I think we can support each other if
you want ok Yash try to focus on all
that is right in your life that's what I
do it's really easy as a mama to freak
out my youngest the struggle never ends
but oh wow Carol yeah absolutely and he
is good you know and and that's I have
to constantly remind myself of that you
know and I think that I always have such
a high to-do list of things that I think
that I have to achieve all at one time
and I think that that's where I get
myself frustrated because it's like you
know I have this mindset that you know
the house has to be you know spotless
when all he comes home and he's like Amy
I don't know where you came up with this
like but you don't have to have the
house spotless like I know we have kids
I want to see my kids have been playing
all day and so you know but it's like
that whole thought of I have to have the
house clean I have to have dinner served
and ready to go and you know that I
don't want to say not Betty Crocker but
you know what I'm talking about like the
I don't know how to I don't know how to
describe what I'm trying to say but like
you know the wives that stay home and
they've got the laundry finished and the
house spotless and dinner cooked and
standing at the door waiting for her
husband to come home like that's what's
in a year that's what I tell myself and
he's like Amy that's not logical it's
not we have little kids we've got you
know I would never expect dinner to be
exactly done when I walk through the
door you know if I want that then I just
need to stop and grab myself dinner then
he Suzie homemaker yes that's what yeah
that's exactly what it was I was trying
to think of the name
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okay you have the bull right there so
just go sit down and watch your iPod for
right now with your cereals and I will
do it in a little bit Thank You Diane
I'm so happy you stopped in think you
think you think you and love you and you
have a beautiful rest of your day at
work and I think maybe that could be
part of it too is that I think that I
have allowed a lot of the voices that
were being said to me and talked to me I
think that I allowed them to really
damper me and make me believe something
that I I don't think is 100 percent
logical you know I'm telling you he
wants you to spend the time getting
healthy exactly and he's like I would
rather you spend the time that you would
be scrubbing the house all day long
taking care of the kids and you know
spending time with them and taking care
of yourself and you know I want that to
be you know I don't expect to come home
and you knows not see toys on the floor
and you know the trash not taken out or
something he's like I would never expect
something like that because I couldn't
do it either honey you have to go to
that to the chair because of I'll get in
trouble with YouTube you can't have that
up here okay yeah but you have to turn
it way down honey because YouTube can't
hear it or I get in trouble um and so
yeah it's like it's a Suzy homemaker
mindset that you know I want to have his
clothes you know not folded but iron
because he has to wear the suit so I
want to go ahead honey
I don't know if the doors open but check
um love you too Kate then lay up on the
couch baby with your water bottle and
stuff come on you know I want to have
his suits ironed for him and laid out
and a towel laid out and he's just like
stop he's like I didn't marry you for
that you know we're a team and I would
never expect you
do more hey Kim I know who that is
thank you for stopping in and I love you
too um so do what's best for you Amy
people are always gonna talk about you
let them talk in the end only god can
judge you exactly Cindy and I appreciate
that and you know I think I always want
to make everybody happy you know I'm a
people pleaser and I that's just me
got it honestly but I also am I really
want to make Ali proud of me for being a
stay-at-home wife like you know what I'm
saying like I want him to be like you
know Amy's a stay-at-home wife and she's
taking care of the kids and you know and
he's like I'm so proud of you already so
what does it matter and I'm like I don't
know I don't know what my mindset is I
don't know why I keep thinking this way
like I was never raised that way you
know everybody was a fair share when I
was raised up you know women did their
part men did their part and you know
people who put others down have such a
low self-esteem that by putting mothers
feel better about themselves and I agree
with you Susie I do and so yeah I've
been just working on trying to think
positive and I think like last night
with the whole dinner situation I was so
angry with myself and I just kept
apologizing to him and he's like why are
you apologizing he's like Amy you hurt
yourself and I'm just like I'm so sorry
that when you came home and dinner
wasn't done and you know I'm sitting
here all laid up on a couch or a chair
with my shirt off and sitting in my bra
what bra bags I couldn't I couldn't move
my stomach hurts so bad yeah I know I
know and I need to I do I agree and it
makes me sad
okay wonder what is so wrong or went in
their life they just seemed good
absolutely chef absolutely but you know
he just kept you know told me like last
night
accidents happen you know things happen
it's not you know it's it's not you
didn't set out to do it on purpose you
got hurt
you know things when you when you get
hurt that's just it you know your your
pains gonna come before anything else we
are mother birds my kids are grown and
doing good but we just worry about our
kids I thought it would end when they
grew and moved out but the age comes
wisdom but with age comes wisdom oh I
understood what you said sis I
understand
Chevy chef it would be different if it
didn't have to little ones to take care
of my mother was mrs. clean but didn't
spend any time with me oh I don't know
about everyone has I don't know but
everyone has a story exactly Suzy
remember you are only one person and are
doing great Thank You Jennifer
they seem void of compassion or filling
yeah yeah that makes yeah I understand
that and now I never want them to hurt
Carol yeah and then people told me that
they're like you know it may seem like
it's gonna get better but you know an
easier as time and yeah you know they're
not gonna be little and they're not
gonna be making messes everywhere they
go you know but they might be making a
mess somewhere else and you're still
gonna be worrying about it you know and
so it's never gonna I'm never gonna have
a blinking moment of like not having
that wonder you know but it's all right
I just have to keep continuously
reminding myself that you know what it's
okay every day is a new challenge every
day something else new happens and every
day you know what I see my achievements
and I see how hard I've worked next step
is really starting to really really
really put forth my you know my health
and things like that
I knew chef you were gonna say that cuz
you so you tell me that all the time
like you're like Amy don't worry it's
gonna continue
I didn't understand where do you just
said enjoy them while they are little
ones yeah well and with getting the IUD
I think it's really gonna give me that
chance to really focus really good on
myself because you know I had that that
well do I want anymore
do I not want anymore you know I've been
taking care of kids since I was 14 I
really want to focus on myself for a
while is that selfish of me you know all
he started out much later you know he
started out when he was 27 he didn't
take care of kids prior to that besides
you know his siblings but you didn't his
mom was a stay-at-home mom and she she
was a stay-at-home mom like she took
care of her kids you know her her kids
never had to help with each other very
much you know what I'm saying
and so I I get that he's like I want
more you know and I'm just like dude I
have been taking care of kids since I
mean I've been taking care of kid kids
since I was 12
no no no no no no Omar why did you just
do that
he's dumping his water out and then he's
gonna want me to fill it back up but for
me I was just like I've been taking care
of kids since I was 12 I have been
tending to kids since I was 14 like
staying home and taking care of kids
since I was 14 so I'm good I'm oh I'm
ready to retire from the children's
children's department you need to get
healthy for yourself in your family
absolutely and I agree with you and
that's why I'm just I'm there I want to
finally be able to just wake up in the
morning and know that it's gonna be
about me you know and I was like driving
to Walmart today and I was thinking to
myself why is this so hard to lose
weight there was a question that ran
through my mind why is it so hard to
lose weight why can't I just give up all
the things that are not good for me and
stick to a very healthy nutrition diet
and get my weight under control because
I'd feel so much better you know I'd be
able to walk I'd be able to take care of
my kids I'd be able to you know do the
things that you know my family wants to
do like isn't that enough right there to
make it easy enough to stick to
something and it's like I have been
running that through my mind over and
over and over like what is so hard to
stick to a diet like not even a diet but
just leaving everything a well away so
yeah lots of self-talk is that it's been
going on around here does the IUD affect
the hormones at all that could
definitely affect your mood um they say
it's not they say that it's the it's the
least one to do that because it doesn't
run through your blood system I think is
what he said but I don't know I'm sure
there's got to be some type of hormone
to it I mean I would imagine something
but I don't know
to be a hundred percent honest and it
could I know that I you know my cycle
was absent from a till a couple days ago
and then I started my cycle and that's
just then not fun
hey hey stop screaming Sebastian go lay
down call me and talk with me about
losing weight funny did you lose weight
like I mean I sorry I shouldn't say like
that but do well did did you work on
your weight before
is it copper or marina um it was a
plastic piece plastic thingy that like
when like this straight I can't I can't
straighten my finger but and then it had
like these things that kind of looks
like a why I guess you would say is what
it looked like it has like a little fish
string looking thing hangs down out of
it off of it
whatever has a heart break a 16 best
advice I can give is listen jump in bed
with her nose to nose and just listen
and tell her she is beautiful Oh Carol
I was 260 in February I am now 228 oh
wow funny how did you do that uh
five-year I guess you didn't see my
email I told you that I am also on a
diet scarf down a whole box of
raisinettes in about ten minutes flat
when did you email me I didn't say an
email come from you I mean I know I've
gotten some but a modified keto hmm I
don't know um what would be considered a
moderate keto
as to be really cautious because of too
much protein with my kidneys can cause
kidney stones and I don't need any help
with those they can stay away they can
say far far away I mean I started at 2
or 2 guy wish I started at 498 last July
I got down to 426 was my lowest and that
was in you guys could mark me if I'm
wrong but I want to say it was in
January
yeah I think was January and then
February I started kind of screwing up a
little bit wasn't bad but it was just a
little bit and by middle of May
I just went hog-wild I just let it go
let it go and I went from 426 and I
weighed trying to think what day it was
it was after my IUD once it was like two
days after my IUD I weighed and I was at
461 since May yeah I mean no I didn't
start at 426 in May my lowest was 426 in
January hey hey stop okay honey I want
to say I was I got so I know I'm got
down to 426 and then I started to kind
of go back up a little bit but may is
what I know that I started to really
rock the weight back up and then just a
couple days ago when I weighed in I was
461 and I know I
no without a shadow of a doubt I know
that's why I my back is killing me like
it is and that's why I keep telling
myself why can you just not stick to
something to make it easy on you why
what would you want to be pain-free like
wouldn't you want to be able to walk and
not have to worry about you know your
back hurting or you know things like
that and it's like yeah the answers are
yes but I can't seem to stick to
anything hi Amy just popping and to say
hi I'm at work Christmas already coming
out so that means good stuffs coming out
I'm gonna be hitting my Big Lots you
said you you cycle before this one since
May this is definitely hormonal
do you think like do you think the
weight gain would be that you know and I
know too I stopped to see my
nutritionist about that same time well
no yeah about February I stopped seeing
my nutritionist and I feel like when I
stopped seeing her I just kind of
started sorry
trying to push my screen down Omar hey
hey listen I don't mind a few plants son
but you don't have to scream okay
starting out oh I didn't think about
that I stopped it
oh my god Sebastian's teething on my
toes like he walks up to you and just
Omar
good play just stop yelling Quito is
more about low carbon sugar and protein
so what I okay
oh why my camera's like all kinked out
here so this is kind of what I was
thinking of doing because see when I
lost my weight this last time when I
when I went from four 18 are 498 sorry
Sebastian I'm gonna kick you I did
calorie count that's all I did I would I
started at 1,800 calories and then when
I got to 460 I want to say I dropped to
4 to 1,600 calories and that's as low as
I had gotten at that point that's as low
as I had put myself and I did lose and I
stopped drinking this for almost an
entire year I didn't I don't know why I
picked it back up I don't know why I was
doing so good that was my downfall
downfall huh okay leave him alone you
don't want him to be around you so leave
him alone okay go go play with your
cards my son specials over here playing
I emailed you on Thursday ok I will
check him I could have totally bypassed
it with everything going on
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wellin you were things that i wouldn't
have picked it back up honestly I would
have thought that I would have not
picked it back up but ya know a Mia does
funny things sometimes so I'm thinking
of going back to doing calorie counting
again and starting at my 1,800 calories
and then get myself back to well
actually know I should probably do with
the 16 because that's what I dropped
myself to was hey Erica welcome because
that's where I had put myself down was
1600 when I got to 460 Hey
so I wonder if I should do 1,600 again
and I use my fitness palette and I I put
everything in my fitness felt like I
there was nothing that I put in my mouth
that I did not log because I was just
like so does my weakness just like you I
quit for a while
yep exactly
exactly and you know and I had seen my
face thinning out and now it's back to
being swollen again and I just want to
get back to what I was and can't keep
going you know I was feeling so good so
good and I don't want to do this anymore
I don't I don't
and before I get completely out of
control I don't want to do this oh wait
aha okay okay I removed your thing but I
got your email address you know I just I
don't want to be this anymore you know I
want to yes you know what do you say
what do you say
you say excuse me hey Diana yeah you
know and that's just it is I the trick
is to keep blood sugar as stable as
possible big swings and BS from eating
processed crap is that creates cravings
yeah and I have heard that in fact when
I went no well yeah when I had my pre-op
appointment and they had to do my
bloodwork
my nurse that was I don't know what she
was she was the lady from the hospital
that had called me too huh no I gave
them back to you I gave them back to you
the ones that you had at Walmart I gave
them back to you you had them in the car
so did you bring them in okay then I I
will go get them but you're gonna have
to wait a few minutes Jeremiah's busy
right now I'm playing and I'm not gonna
stop him from doing that so you can wait
until I'm ready
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no they're not
I can guarantee you they're not really
pretty I'm sorry but yeah so the the
nurse that talked to me about my blood
work said that my um my blood Sugar's
were elevated the day that I did lunch
meats see and I like to do like turkey
meat lunch meats I like to chop them up
and put them over salads and see Omar
nasarah they would live on solids if I
would let them they love salads Jeremiah
don't touch him with a ten-foot pole but
Omar NSR will and I love salads so when
I have the fresh stuff here I do make
salads and I love them but it's
continuing to keep that up and buy them
and I was watching a couple days ago I
was watching how to do Mill prep because
I've never done Mill prep so oh yes I
know I found it too pretty
we have been dining since March I've
lost 20 and my house has lost 43 no
special diets just eat salads chicken
especially any kind of me
and no Swedes except for those Raisinets
no bread no pop we eat cheese eggs
sausages kind of like the Atkins thing
that's interesting
Kim I am I don't remember what she did
say it but I don't remember what she
said it wasn't see when I had it a
couple months prior my doctor had said
that it was a little bit elevated but it
wasn't at a concerned at a concerning
number but he said it was a little bit
elevated it was it was a little bit
under borderline pre-diabetic but he
said he wasn't too concerned about it
but then this nurse that I talked to the
other day said that it was elevated not
a lot but she said it was something to
definitely talk to him about next time
what I don't have milk I didn't I don't
get milk from there we have to get it
from Costco yeah yes I did have
gestational diabetes with Omar and it
was insulin induced yes but it has to be
bought from Costco I drink a lot more
with flavored water than it were just
plain water yeah now see I do
I like flavored waters I really do like
Leonard waters do you grill outside all
he does I don't but he does
okay you're being rude and you need to
stop no
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hold on a minute hold on just second
okay and I said hold on sorry guys
someone's getting a little bit tired
here okay
can you really quick honey cuz I don't
want to get up my stomach is killing me
can you huh
what No can you grab in my purse see if
his cars are in my purse E is determined
that they are and then turn it on TV for
him please huh
I know but he says he's seen those three
that we took to Walmart with us are in
my purse just checked my purses on the
bed but don't bug a sir she's laying
there nicely you can control that
conditioned diet and exercise exactly
and that's why I know I need to get back
on track that is a big predictor of
getting full on diabetes today I bet
it's my a1c was 6-1 in February in June
it was 5-3 stop eating so much carbs oh
wow those are good points but you know
and that's just it is diabetes runs
really high in my family now see my
mother does not have diabetes and my
brother does not have diabetes I don't
think my father ever did but everybody
else on my mom's side there they are
everybody else on my mom's side has
diabetes like full-blown like you know
but a nine out of ten of them have all
had gastric bypass - or some type of
oops yeah
Charlie if you don't like it leave
that's part of having kids exactly and
that's why I am wanting so bad what okay
look at me you need to stop your whining
go sit down and play with your cars you
don't need my attention all the time and
I said I will go get them in a little
bit now go sit down go sit down do you
need to go sit in the room then go sit
down hold on you guys hold on just sec
well how ya doing he is being a turd
right now um anyways um was I saying you
don't want that terrible disease I have
neuropathy and my toes yeah and that's
why I mean like I was saying is my mom's
whole side of the family they all have
had diabetes they've been able to get I
think most of them have got it pretty
close to being cured gone but it's also
been because majority of all of them
have had the weight loss surgery and I
don't want the weight loss surgery so I
know if I don't want the weight loss
surgery I'm gonna have to get serious
and I'm gonna have to just do it and
bite the Danelle and stop making excuses
for my options because clearly my
actions aren't going to pay the price
it's gonna be me that pays the price
when I am you know fully diabetic so
yeah that's what I'm planning to do
today is sit down and figure out how I
want to do mill prepping I want to
Walmart has like these containers
Walmart has these containers I don't
know exactly how much they are but I
think there's like 10 or 15 containers
in a pack and and
okay I'll hold onto it and I want to do
like chicken with some broccoli I was
watching a couple shows of what they add
into like a meal prep so like this one
guy he did meal prep with chicken trying
to think what it was it was chicken
brown rice and I want to say it was
cauliflower and then he did like a
dollop of yogurt but it was plain yogurt
and he added some stuff to it which you
know I don't I don't think I would do
that nope
hold on
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Amy you can quickly get overwhelmed with
all the good painting advice and and I
do a lot of process okay stop pointing
okay is that better okay I said I will
get it back for her in a minute okay I
as Omar I said I will take care of it
you're gonna create her to start
screaming stop sorry you guys
sorry my kids are needing my attention
I'm gonna have to get off here in a
minute but anyways so I'm just I'm
really working on how I'm going to put
meal prep together because I want to
make it where I can go in get a bill
okay let me go put him down really quick
I'll be right back you guys
okay sorry
hey Christina welcome and welcome from
Georgia Georgia peaches I'm sure you get
that all the time but anyways so what I
was saying is I have been watching
yesterday I watched quite it or not
yesterday sorry day before yesterday I
watched quite a bit of videos on Mill
prepping which this guy was doing Brown
wok brown rice brown rice chicken
broccoli I'm going to go Amy I love you
dearly and we'll talk to you later okay
cam thank you so much for stopping in
I'm gonna be taking off here pretty soon
I just I missed everybody and just
wanted to come in and say hello or glass
containers are proposed only yeah and
actually I just got brand new glass
containers so that's actually a good
idea well we've had them but I just
opened them finally from the garage they
got the plastic snapped lids and I just
I need where so I'm one of those that I
can go to the store and buy a whole
bunch of smart one mills and I can eat
those and I'd be happy go-lucky when it
comes to see I've never had brown rice
and I wasn't sure how I would do with it
I uh yeah I'm really and I'm picky when
it comes to my right is to be honest and
I probably wasn't even gonna do rice I
love like broccoli brussel sprouts
carrots another one this lady did
chicken carrots chicken broth and a
whole bunch of stuff and like put it in
a crock pot and cooked it that way
Kristina and you just brought ice cream
well
I haven't had ice cream for a while it
sounds good though but yeah my thing is
I can go in and if I bought smart
windmills I would be fine I would but
then I'm really afraid of the sodium
because sodium on those I like I didn't
notice whew we a couple weeks ago when I
bought those ones they were like 800 900
milligrams of just sodium and yours see
- soda - soda but it can be diet I
doesn't have to be regular but like on
this so it's zero calories but then your
sodium is a hundred milligrams of sodium
for one of these and see I didn't
realize that I didn't realize that diet
soda carried so much sodium I am taking
a class every Tuesday night called
diabetes undone I learned to eat a
serving of any kind of beans it digests
slowly - your sugar spike won't be
higher than the next minute oh wow Susie
what kind of beans
how so Lucy that's what we were just
talking about right now right now I'm at
a standstill Oh actually I'm at a I'm at
a incline I have been sadly inclining my
weight and that's what we're talking
about like I need I need to just get
back in the groove and just bite the
milling dude again because I know what
to do I know what works best for me it's
just a matter of doing it doing it and
having things prepared because if I have
to go in and cook something right away
I'm gonna go and look for the easiest
thing to go for but I don't want to be
that way I want to eat fresh good stuff
try sparkling water it has a carbonated
like soda but zero calories yeah Lucy I
agree with you a hard person that's why
I really really really really want to
get back on the road of losing weight my
back is killing me
my body's breaking down
see now I'm not much of a sweet junkie
so much as I am a big eater so like for
instance if I if I had to choose between
a candy bar or a mill I would eat I
would choose the mill because I like to
eat Mills
any kind of beans except green beans
black kidney pinto garbanzo beans oh
wait Oh black kidney pinto okay well hey
I like all of those so I couldn't tell
you if I know about black beans I don't
know if I like black I don't know if
I've ever had black to be honest but I
mean I could always try see my thing is
I love to make a me do the containers
yeah that's what I'm thinking and that
way I myself that you know measurements
and all of that you know and then I can
have fun and just change about but I'm
the type of person if I find something
that works I can stick to it for a while
so like if I find say Thank You sandy
think you think you think you I
appreciate that and yet you're right
good question Lucy I think I'm pretty
much done my husband would like more but
you know it's kind of like up in the air
because of my age and I really just want
to focus on myself and my health you can
buy organic black bean cans i rinsed
them really good with water okay that's
good to know that is really good to know
and see the good thing about it is like
Omar nasara they love vegetables and
meat like they will choose that over
eating fast food any and a heartbeat
Amy will it bother you to cook for the
family um no no if I have my if I have
my mill ready then no mm-hmm and
actually a lot
what I can do is I can have a lot well
I'm going to say can have all of the
Egyptian type of mills that like all he
likes but a lot of his Mills do contain
a lot of vegetables and stuff so the
things that contain the rice and the
pasta I just have to keep away from me I
can't think what she and honestly
Maya has even picked up and have been
Maya has been eating pretty much
everything that we've been eating he's
been eating and I've been like yeah this
is awesome like he normally he doesn't
I'm trying to think of what it was the
other night that he ate that he really
liked what was it I can't think for the
life of me what it was but he really
really really liked whatever was that I
cooked I have mean things to all
Christina it's okay I apply I apologize
I forgive you no worries you know we've
all said things that we wish we wouldn't
have sent us some time or another it's
no worries it's okay thank you for
apologizing I do appreciate it please
check out the carb count on beans she
has a full time yeah yeah Jodi
Amy are you able to do yoga um it would
depend on like I don't know what goes
into yoga like the yoga I have seen as
like where you lay on the ground and
things like that and right now to be
100% real with you I can't get on the
ground
very easily because of my knees but as I
lose the weight I know I can get on the
ground so I don't know eat less move
more you'll get there absolutely Jane I
I totally agree with you that's you know
and that's just it and that's why I was
telling myself today you know why can't
you just do these things if you know
life is gonna be so much better why not
just do it you know why would you not
want to do it so that's kind of where
I'm at right now is I'm there I'm uh uh
uh uh you can't be on camera because
you're not
you just put look you guys she just
changed her clothes and she's already
changing her clothes again I told you
this kid changes her clothes 500 times a
day
mmm they said to have a fun I have a
girl it's fun they say well nobody told
me you do million loads of laundry day
and that's kind of what I was thinking
of doing Jodi I really really was
because that would be like the best time
to do it and now I could really take
time and measure my stuff and make sure
that I have enough for the whole week
you know beans are high in carbs but
also high in fiber which helps slow down
the action and seriously it's better
than ice cream or something else only
eat for hunger not just for the sake of
it absolutely Lucy I agree with you two
people less time but okay honey here's
your hold on I'm being a stylist for a
moment hold on you guys sorry I can
barely move my and
okay as swear this is the last time I'm
doing this because this is really
burning my fingers and you already had
clothes on so there shouldn't be any
reason anyways the thing is is I learned
that yes they have carbs but they have
so much fiber that I just slowly just
like yeah that's a good idea
I mean see I I'm really like a meat
eater and a vegetable eater ah I'm gonna
say I will eat fruit but a lot of fresh
fruit cause sores in my mouth really bad
like really really bad so I the only
things that I can eat fresh with when it
comes to fruit would be like apples
oranges you know the funny thing is I
can do oranges but then if I try to do
like Kiwi or strawberries bananas I
can't do because something in it causes
oh my god the sores so bad in my mouth
that it just makes it miserable so I
stick away I totally stay away from that
stuff but my biggest thing is just I
really want to retrain my brain again to
have my Mills already set ready to go if
that's what's gonna keep me going right
now and then get to the point where I
can start doing my daily walks with the
kids because you know the little ones
it's gonna be me and the little ones at
home and my neighborhood is so safe that
I feel hey you lock your wardrobe like
the one hold on just a second okay
hold on sorry I have hyperglycemic I can
eat and two hours later sugar I'm feel
shaky and oh my god Jodie really bad
fever blisters so bad
ouch Christina Oh can't you lock your
wardrobe like the one behind you now
wait no I don't know I what what do you
mean sorry you said you were going to
start going for walks every day and you
well I did say that but because I have
gained weight my back has been yeah my
back has been getting so bad that I
really can't
Oh lock the clothes that gara gara Shh
she would find a way to unlock it
no I've got to figure something out
because she doesn't stop she doesn't
stop I I should figure a way to do that
though that's actually a very good idea
and then give her like two outfits that
she can change in and out of like I
don't know she's always been that way
she has been that way since she could
take clothes off yeah pretty much
and she'll change them and change them
and you can jump in Egypt yeah she's
only three yeah that is very scary Jodi
very scary um Amy do you ever get judged
or backlash for becoming a Muslim just
curious
no just the normal like questions but no
I don't get really any backlash Oh
someone leave in I gotta go now god
bless you and your family and keep them
Oh Susie thank you for stopping in think
you think you think you I loved chatting
with you and hopefully you'll catch me
again when I come on like I've been just
spontaneously coming live when I just in
my
wanting to talk with you guys so just
always to keep an eye out for my my
notifications I keep forgetting my
fingers are a little bit burned I am 44
my husband laughs how often I changed
some really me it's like ah I get
dressed and that's that's the end of it
yeah
go to go oil and get her some dress of
course I did think about that actually I
did because she would have a field day
with them oh my gosh I can only imagine
I was actually waiting until Halloween
and when the costumes go on sell like
the 50% off ones after Halloween that's
when I was thinking of going and getting
her some of like the princess ones
that's what I was thinking of doing but
your laundry must be hmm we shall not go
there because my laundry is if I have
the time I so what I did do finally
because otherwise I would do laundry
every day all day like I do lingerie
pretty much every single day I feel like
but I gave her a certain basket she puts
her clothes into so I can just like sift
through them because half the clothes
she wears for five minutes and she's
changing out of them clearly you guys
seen it she changed her clothes and
she's changed her clothes again and it
won't be too long before she changes
them again if they have a drop of water
on him she's changing them again that's
her but anyways well you guys I'm gonna
jump off I have been on here for 88
minutes well I've got to talk to you
guys I loved it it definitely just fills
my day sometimes when I'm just filling
it and I needed you know chitchat and
get some good advice from you guys
because you're all so amazing I just I'm
so thankful to have such amazing
wonderful friends here on YouTube you
guys are just awesome and I appreciate
all of the amazing advice that you guys
gave me today and every time I come on
I'm very thankful for all of you guys to
be in my life you know some I'm more
thankful than other but you know I think
everybody has given me
some type of a learning experience
somewhere I do lock the bedroom
I do mm-hmm it's it's currently locked
right now I don't know where she even
got these clothes I have no idea bye
funny I'm so happy to have you guys here
thank you thank you thank you again I
probably not gonna put a vlog up today
because I already talked to you guys
today and well I am really hurting I'm
gonna go and get some more cream on mah
mah fingers in my belly but I love you
guys take care have a blessed wonderful
weekend you guys and also enjoy your
holiday do a cookout for me at least so
I'm not and I'll talk to you guys soon
you guys bye
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